Pain update – CBC members

Just a quick update for our Calvary Baptist Church members.  I really have appreciated the inquiries and prayers on behalf of my ongoing spinal care.  I want to take this time to update everyone in a central location so that everyone will have the opportunity to be on the same page.

Some brief history: Last September I had spinal fusion of L4/L5 due to spondylolisthesis and fracture of the L5.  This initially helped tremendously with the pain I was experiencing down my legs and in my lower back due to the disc being compressed and bulging on the nerves.  At about the 6 month point, following surgery, I began to experience greater pain, very similar to what I had before surgery.  After pursuing some treatments/exercises, etc and following some various methods of diagnosis, it was determined about 2/3 weeks ago that the disc between L4/L3 was bulging and pressing on the nerves.  The obvious question is, “Why didn’t you have that taken care of with your previous spinal fusion”?  Well, good question.  The answer to that is that we didn’t think that it would be a problem so quickly after surgery.

Current status: Last Wednesday I received an epidural steroid injection (link will show a video of the procedure) whose purpose was to move “medicine” to the inflammation and provide some relief.  The results were to be seen in 3-7 days.  I am happy to report that the pain is lessening in my lower back.  The pain/tingling/burning in my legs is lessening somewhat but still irritating.  I now have pain in my mid to upper back, but that feels like I am out of adjustment – and I will be contacting my chiropractor to see about having that corrected.  The good news is that I am “feeling different” and prayerfully, headed in a direction of ridding my back of pain.  I know that this does not solve the problem of the bulged disc, but I may be pursuing different methods of dealing with that – other than surgery.

I have been over and above pleased with the care I have received at Ft.Wayne Neurological CenterDr.Canavati and Dr.Lutz have demonstrated amazing interest and compassion for my condition.  They have aggressively moved in directions to find relief from my pain.

I want to just let everyone know that I really am appreciative of your prayers and inquiries into my health.  I am willing also to listen to tips, ideas and suggestions on back care.  I may not take your advice – but I am finding that one must be willing to pursue a vast array of information to be a better patient.  Feel free to ask any clarifying questions – I’ll be happy to answer if I can.

Question: When you experience general back pain, what provides you with immediate relief?

Be Still, My Soul

Sunday evening I was very encouraged by the hymn selection at Calvary Baptist Church.  We often go to God’s Word in times of struggle, suffering or pain – as well we should.  There are also other resources that provide encouragement in times of difficulty – hymns / songs being one of those fantastic resources.  When the song presents the character of God in relation to our suffering, the hymn takes on special meaning.  Too often I get caught up in just “singing” and doing the “church thing”.  Sunday night I let the words of the hymns wash through my mind, focusing on each word.  This was the hymn we led off with, and I have gone back to listen to it often since then:  (full lyrics below)

“Be Still, My Soul”
by Catharina von Schlegel, 1697-?
Translated by Jane Borthwick, 1813-1897

1. Be still, my soul; the Lord is on thy side;
Bear patiently the cross of grief or pain;
Leave to thy God to order and provide;
In every change He faithful will remain.
Be still, my soul; thy best, thy heavenly, Friend
Through thorny ways leads to a joyful end.

2. Be still, my soul; thy God doth undertake
To guide the future as He has the past.
Thy hope, thy confidence, let nothing shake;
All now mysterious shall be bright at last.
Be still, my soul; the waves and winds still know
His voice who ruled them while He dwelt below.

3. Be still, my soul, though dearest friends depart
And all is darkened in the vale of tears;
Then shalt thou better know His love, His heart,
Who comes to soothe thy sorrows and thy fears.
Be still, my soul; thy Jesus can repay
From His own fulness all He takes away.

4. Be still, my soul; the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord,
When disappointment, grief, and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, love’s purest joys restored.
Be still, my soul; when change and tears are past,
All safe and blessed we shall meet at last.

Question: What are some of your favorite hymns/songs to listen to when going through a rough time?

The Reformed Pastor, part IV – Richard Baxter

The project started by Garry (the Hippopotamus) and I to blog through Richard Baxter‘s the Reformed Pastor has stretched out longer than anticipated, and perhaps desired.  I have been largely to blame for this, as my blogging took a brief hiatus over the past month.  However, we are now back on track and determined to persevere.  At the end of this post you will find links to all the previous posts we have put up as we blog through this wonderful resource.

In Baxter’s second chapter, The Oversight of the Flock, he breaks it down into 3 sections.  I will post my thoughts on section two: The Manner of This Oversight, here and my thoughts on section three: The Motives to the Oversight of the Flock in a future blog post.

As I read through this section, I felt I was reading some relevant, contemporary church leadership manual instead of the work of a Puritan who was born almost 400 years ago.  Baxter listed 15 things that every pastor should maintain as he oversees the local assembly God has called him to.  I certainly will not do justice to this list in this post, and heartily recommend it for your own reading.  I will, however, list each and give briefly my thoughts (one or two) on each:

  • The ministerial work must be carried on purely for God and the salvation of souls, not for any private ends of our own.
    • As soon as I make this “job” about me, I am doomed.  I cannot be tempted or swayed by the comments or kindnesses of my congregants, nor the ridicule or rebukes.  I must be eternally focused on doing God’s work, for his glory.
    • As Baxter says, “Self-denial is of absolute necessity in every Christian, but it is doubly necessary in a minister, as without it he cannot do God an hour’s faithful service”
  • The ministerial work must be carried on diligently and laboriously, as being of such unspeakable consequence to ourselves and others.
    • Baxter in twitter-type fashion states, “Study hard, for the well is deep, and our brains are shallow”!
    • Many pastors abuse the flexibility and openness of their schedules.  Lack of accountability only feeds this slackness.  The ministry can be the easiest job you’ve ever had…or, if done correctly, the most difficult ever experienced.
  • The ministerial work must be carried on prudently and orderly.
    • The Gospel must be primary to all of my work.  It is the foundation on which all else is built.
    • I cannot haphazardly approach my study, my teaching or preaching as to ignore this truth.  How can I expect to encourage others to build a life that honors Christ, if they have never accepted him in the first place?
  • Throughout the course of our ministry, we must insist chiefly upon the greatest, most certain, and the most necessary truths, and be more seldom and sparing upon the rest.
    • I must know my congregants.  I have to know what they need.  This will keep me from dabbling in the fringe and unnecessary items of life.
    • This too proves to be profitable to those whom I minister.  While it might not be always what the congregation “wants”, if they are given opportunity to feed on what they “need”, they will grow through the gracious work of the Spirit.
  • All our teaching must be as plain and simple as possible.
    • How we discuss this here at Calvary Baptist!  If I am not communicating in an easy to understand manner, I might as well be speaking French.
    • The speaking of truth in a simple and easy to understand manner does not retract from the message at all.
  • Our work must be carried on with great humility.
    • What a temptation there is on a daily basis to become filled with pride because of the work we are to do.
    • Grace comes to the humble, the opposition of God to the prideful.
  • There must be a prudent mixture of severity and mildness both in our preaching and discipline…
    • If we are predominantly severe – we simply are lording our authority over our congregations
    • If we are predominantly mild – we will not be taken serious in times of rebuke and reproof
  • We must be serious, earnest and zealous in every part of our work.
    • I cannot take for granted the message, the Gospel of Jesus Christ, that I am proclaiming to others
    • The task looms large before me on a daily basis – it demands I work hard…as to the Lord.
  • The whole of our ministry must be carried on in tender love to our people.
    • This was probably the section that spoke the most to me.  It goes back to that pithy saying, “People don’t care how much you know, until they know how much you care.”
    • When I am genuine in love for the people to whom I shepherd, I think they would be more receptive of the instruction I give them from the Word because they sense I desire what is the best and most beneficial for them.
  • We must carry on our work with patience
    • This one is fairly self-explanatory.  Ever pulled a splinter out of toddler’s hand?  ‘Nuff said.
  • All our work must be managed reverently, as beseemeth them that believe the presence of God, and use not holy things as if they were common.
    • Be honest.  How many times did you read that sentence.  Holy mackerel – I had to break out some Puritan dictionaries for that!
    • Here is the low-down on what Baxter is saying here: it may be more self-pleasing to “entertain” people with funny anecdotes, illustrations and a light-handed approach to Scripture, but it certainly does not allow the “holy reverence of the name of God” to affect them
  • All our work must be done spiritually, as by men possessed of the Holy Ghost
    • It was in this sub-section that Baxter handled the topic of using other outside resources in our ministries.  He hammered the fact that we must see the sufficiency and authority of Scripture in our interaction with others
    • Let all writers have their due esteem, but compare none of them with the Word of God” – that’s sage advice right there
  • If you would prosper in your work, be sure to keep up earnest desires and expectations of success
    • This sub-section also spoke to me greatly.  Why would we not expect that God would work, and labor toward that end in the lives of our congregants?
    • I think what pastors need is a holy dissatisfaction of lack of response in the lives of the people they preach to.
  • Our whole work must be carried on under a deep sense of our own insufficiency, and of our entire dependence on Christ.
    • The prayer life of a pastor must be one that is ever expanding – in intensity and duration.  I am finding this out on a daily basis it seems.
  • We must be very studious of the union and communion among ourselves, and of the unity and peace of the churches that we oversee.
    • While we must be tending to our own flocks, Baxter exhorts the pastor to also not be divisive and cliquish in our assemblies.
    • I think he is right on here as we must determine what is determining our fellowship with other believers.  They may not be “the same stripe” as us, but are they so doctrinally different that we cannot associate with them?  I think the rifts and camps that were formed a generation ago, must be re-examined as to their viability.

I know that if you made it to this point of this post you are a treasured & valued reader of Grace Dependent.  Richard Baxter covers so much ground in this section of the oversight of the flock – and does so in such a concise manner – that one really needs to read this chapter on their own to fully appreciate it’s value.

Question: of these 15 listed necessities for today’s pastors, what would rank as the top three?

Previous posts on the Reformed Pastor:
Introduction to the project of co-blogging through the Reformed Pastor
The schedule of the posting
Part one – the Hippopotamus review; Part one – Grace Dependent
Part two – Grace Dependent
Part three – the Hippopotamus

Confessions of a Reformission Rev. by Mark Driscoll

I just received a copy of this book through my participation in Tim Challies‘ website, Friend of the Blog.  I am interested in reading this book by Mark Driscoll.  I am intrigued with his work in Seattle and his partnering with various other “leaders” in Christianity today.  I also have on my shelf, Doctrine by Driscoll, which is subtitled, “What Christians Should Believe”.  I’ll be trying to read both of these in the near future.  Perhaps I’ll even do a review.  Until then, Challies posted a review of Confessions here and you can order your own copy here from Amazon.

Take some time and check out Friend of the Blog and consider joining.  There are a good many resources that will make it worth your while!

Question: Are you familiar with Mark Driscoll?  What are your thoughts regarding his ministry?

Finally Alive – John Piper, an excerpt

I am reading John Piper’s Finally Alive!, a book I received in April at the T4G conference.  I am going through the book, chapter by chapter, with a good friend.  We read a chapter a week and then discuss it on Monday afternoons.  (we are also reading through Romans together & are amazed how this book will often tie in with our bible study).

Below is a quote from the Piper as he discusses how he views “relevance”.  I would echo his thoughts:

As a preacher, I think a lot about relevance.  Why should anyone listen to what I have to say?  Why should anyone care?

I want to say things that are really significant for your life whether you know they are or not.  My way of doing that is to stay close as I can to what God says is important in his word, not what we think is important apart from God’s word.

My job as a pastor is to deal in what matters most, and to stay close to the revealed will of God in the bible (so you can see it for yourselves), and to pray that, by God’s grace, [all of us], will see and feel the magnitude of what God says is important.

Nothing is more important than the glory of Christ personally seen and savored in the kingdom of God with all the countless number who have believed in his name.

If you pick up no other book of John Piper‘s, this book would be the “must-read”.  In it he encapsulates much of his other teaching.  I encourage you to read this book and discuss it others.  (you can download this book for free from Desiring God’s website here.  There also is a sermon series from Piper that inspired the book)

Question: What are some practical ways that you think pastors can be “relevant” (preach sermons that make a significant difference in the lives of their congregations) and still hold to a “Gospel-centered” message?

Suffering, Hardship & Difficulties…What do you do with them?

Just a short note to my friends at Calvary Baptist in Leesburg: I’ve been studying 1 Peter 1 for my upcoming sermon Sunday night in our ongoing study of Peter’s epistle.  My sermon will be entitled, “Salvation & Suffering: Where Does the Joy Come in?”

Sometimes I just want to say that I didn’t sign on for all this difficulty!  Pastors keep telling me to be joyful…how do I do that in the middle of my pain?  Peter deals with all these emotions and responses and he keeps guiding us back to the gospel of Jesus Christ.  We’ll make the connection (between joy, salvation & suffering) Sunday night.  I hope that you come and are encouraged!

A friend of mine, Dr. Bob Kellemen, finished a book review of James MacDonald’s book, When Life is Hard.  I invite you to read the review and obtain a copy of this book for your own reading.  Dr. K has also produced a great resource for dealing with hardships in life, “God’s Healing for Life’s Losses“.  This can be picked up locally at the Tree of Life cafe’ on Grace College campus or ordered through his website.  If you cannot afford a copy, I have one in my office for you to borrow.

Joni Eareckson Tada: A Place of Healing

ChristianAudio is offering a FREE download of the first hour of Joni Eareckson Tada‘s new book, A Place of Healing.  From ChristianAudio:

In this eloquent account of her current struggle with physical pain, Joni Eareckson Tada offers her perspective on divine healing, God’s purposes, and what it means to live with joy. Over four decades ago, a diving accident left Joni a quadriplegic. Today, she faces a new battle: unrelenting pain.

The ongoing urgency of this season in her life has caused Joni to return to foundational questions about suffering and God’s will. A Place of Healing is not an ivory tower treatise on suffering. Its an intimate look into the life of a mature woman of God.

Whether readers are enduring physical pain, financial loss, or relational grief, Joni invites them to process their suffering with her. Together, they will navigate the distance between God’s magnificent yes and heartbreaking no and find new hope for thriving in between.

You may also pre-order the entire download for only $2.98 at ChristianAudio’s website.  (Savings of $10)

Updates on Joni’s current battle with cancer.

Christian Contentment: Its appearance in the midst of affliction

I am reading The Rare Jewel of Christian Contentment, written by Puritan author, Jeremiah Burroughs.  I am reading it, not because I desire to but because I need to.  I posted Burroughs’ definition of Christian Contentment here recently, and currently reading his thoughts on what he means by the “quiet” of the heart.  He gives 8 qualities of what a quiet and contented heart is and then ends his thoughts with these words:

When affliction comes, whatever it is, you do not murmur; though you feel it, though you make your cry to God, though you desire to be delivered, and seek it by all good means, yet you do not murmur or repine [to express dejection or discontent; to complain], you do not fret or vex yourself, there is not a tumultuousness of the spirit in you, not an instability, there are not distracting fears in your hearts, no sinking discouragements, no unworthy shifts, no risings in rebellion against God in any way: This is quietness of spirit under an affliction…when the soul is so able to bear an affliction as to keep quiet under it.

And that is quite the sentence to meditate on…

Loving the Church: God’s People Flourishing in God’s Family by John Crotts (review)

Recommended; 135pp, softcover

From the comfort of the coffee shop comes incredible truths and application regarding the church.  John Crotts writes Loving the Church from the viewpoint of five different individuals, all who met in a coffee shop, in various stages of life and ministry as believers.  All had, initially, various views of the necessity of the church in their own life.  What transpires in their ensuing conversation is a personal study of understanding what God’s family is and how one should fit in that family.

The goal of this book is to help you see how glorious God’s family really is, and then to see the countless ways you and your family can flourish within it.

The fact that many Christians are not involved heavily in their churches is a documented reality.  The fact also remains that these Christians aren’t necessarily leaving the church, but remain heavily involved in Christian organizations and “para-church” type organizations.  One factor leading to this trend is that there are many “bad” churches: churches that do not represent a “vibrant, God-centered, biblical church“.

From the very start, this group of five individuals begin studying what the bible has to say about the church and their involvement in it.  They discover that the church (that local assembly of believers) has value:

  • The church is designed for the glory of God
  • Jesus is building the church
  • Jesus loved the church and died for it
  • Jesus is the foundation of the church
  • The church is made up of precious building materials
  • The metaphors of the church reveal its worth
  • The church is the pillar and supporter of the truth
  • God designed the church to spread his glory to the nations
  • God designed the church for your spiritual life, growth, and health

This group that Crotts wrote of would define the church as being invisible, yet visible and universal, yet local.  The group explored what the bible had to say about leadership of the church, “who’s the boss?“.  Christ, the head, the elders, deacons, and Crotts delved into how the body should be built, or equipped.  A brief discussion of the importance of spiritual gifts and their implementation followed the chapter on church leadership / equipping of the body.

The second section of the book, “How You Fit into God’s Family” began by speaking to the commitment to the body that believers should have:

  • Be a committed part of a local church
  • Seek to be part of a church that conscientiously acknowledges that Jesus is boss
  • Be part of the most biblical church you can find
  • Make sure that the Bible is the means of ministry in your church
  • Sometimes you must choose Jesus over your church family
  • Sometimes you must choose the church family over your own family

Crotts then proceeded over two chapters to give great advice on how church members can interact with church leadership: elders and deacons.  He spoke to the advantages that both these offices hold to the church member, how to take advantage of these God-given resources and how church members could encourage them in return.  John would go on to develop how the local body of Christ could develop maximum benefit from the regular gatherings of the body.  He would go on to wrap up his book by discussing the damage that is being done by church members failing to interact biblically with other members at regular gatherings of “the church”.

Forsaking the church is a serious matter.  The implications are far more serious than many people first realize.  The good news is, however, that Jesus died for church forsakers.

John Crotts ends his book with a wonderful reminder of the amazing grace found in the gospel of Jesus Christ.  The gospel that the church is to promote, spread and live out on a daily basis.  He offered a number of other resources written by other authors that speak to the necessity of being involved in a local gathering of the body of Christ.  This chapter in and of itself is worth the total price of the book.

Personally I saw great advantages to this book in our own local church.  As a pastor, I have already recommended this book for reading and purchase.  Especially after our church is finishing its summer study of What is a Healthy Church? by Mark Dever, this book would be a great follow-up to that study.  I highly recommend this book for reading and study.

John Crotts is Pastor at Faith Bible Church in Sharpsburg, GA.  He has also authored other books, such as: Craftsman: Christ-centered Proverbs for Men, Tying the Knot Tighter, and Mighty Men.

How Deep the Father’s Love – Stuart Townend

Few songs have impacted my personal worship as this one has.  I hope to see us sing it soon & regularly in our church’s worship:

Stuart Townend shares the process behind the writing of this wonderful worship song: